Delicious Autumn

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“No spring nor summer beauty hath such grace as I have seen in one autumnal face.” —John Donne

Autumn is my favorite season. I love the cooler temperatures, the beautiful colors, smells, foods, sounds… There is not much I do not like about this time of year. Every autumn I post George Eliot’s quote, “Delicious autumn! My very soul is wedded to it, and if I were a bird I would fly about the earth seeking the successive autumns.” I take so many pictures of the same things and same places each year. I want to somehow capture the beauty.

Something struck me yesterday as I was eagerly waiting to post the above quote on FB to welcome fall and find my kindred friends, I realized that I am in the autumn of my life. (Warning: One of the other affects of fall is my philosophical thinking kicks into overdrive.) I had not noticed it so much because I have been fully immersed in learning, growing, and embracing my children’s springtime and getting them ready for their summers. I have enjoyed that tremendously. But now they are heading into the Summer of their life. Being in Autumn of my life makes me more a cheerleader for theirs and less of an active participant.

For me, now it is a season of transition. It is a season to be intentional in learning and growing. Raising kids and homeschooling them made this last season automatic for learning and growing. Now I can choose those things. Now I have to choose them or I will stagnate. This newish season is more subdued in its colors. I am learning a new way to look and see, trying new tastes and smelling new smells. I realize how much I have changed and how much freedom I am finding in this season. I do find myself aching and longing for the last season but there is something comforting and hopeful about this new season. Knowing that I am not done growing and learning that there is much more for me to see and learn is exciting. I may take some of the same pictures of the same places but they may look a little different now and there is good to be embraced in that.

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“Like autumn, midlife is our season of harvest. These are our peak years when the things we labored over so intensely in young adulthood begin to pay dividends. … It is a season in life for remembering and reflecting, a time to take pleasure in past and present abundance.” -Mike Bellah

Without naval gazing too much, I know that I am changing and some things are dying but there is a new vibrant life growing and beckoning to be explored. The summer heat and hustle have gone but the autumn crispness and refreshment are upon me, literally and figuratively. I am choosing to learn to love this season of life as much as I love this season of the year.

 

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